RAIN

For the past few months rain has never been a problem for me. The pathway from my home to my office is shelterred all the way. But, my new home does not provide such convenience.

This morning, there is a very heavy unconvenient rain. I was late and I tried to pass thru the rain, which is a totally wrong move. I dont remember a lot, but there was alot of water involved and wind and more water. In the end, I was forced to go back for shelter and wait and wait and wait....

I know this is a very boring and ordinary story. Iguess the meaning behind this melancholic thinking is that I miss my old home, and I miss my old self. I just feel like going back to where I used to be, the convenient and cozy feeling of being loved by someone and surrounded by lots of friends. Its crazy, but I just never feel so lonely before.

Sometimes I feel very lonely, I pick up the phone, and I forgot the number to dial. I keep remembering past, but I dont know how to go back. It is a scary feeling.... My friends keep telling me that time will heal everything, but I feel that with every second passes by, the memory is getting clearer than ever.